1) I know, tuesday; missed it again. I think I'm totally going to just have a weekly ten round up and stop trying so hard to hit one particular day. Some weeks are just a lot of little bits sewn together, and other weeks are like a crazy blur. I dont always like it, I get a dizzy 'lost' feeling when things pick up speed. I dont even go to work 'in an office' and I swear I have no time some weeks to breatheeee. Mind you, I should be quiet; there was a time in my life where I had nothing to do and felt like I had nowhere to go either. I am beginning to see life is never a happy medium - its peak or a dip, its a rush or relax. Time to go with that and stop grumbling I think ;)
2) Reverberating around my head the phrase 'dont wait til you start dying before you start living' Amen. Do you have a bucket list? And is your bucket list full of huge massive things like 'travel to riduculously expensive location' and 'jump from a plane'? Well; youre doing it wrong. You need to list the little things. Life is the little things. It is finding/making/having time to walk down the lane to grab an ice lolly. It is teaching the kids how to catch minows. It is making the effort to pack a blanket and have a picnic out of the damn car and on the grass. Ditching the Tv for a night looking at starry skies. Write a story. Paint a picture. By all means; jump from your plane, but dont assume your Bucket list of good stuff cannot start til you win the lottery. Life has so very clearly been shouting this phrase at me.
3) Once upon a time I had a houseful of four kids. Lordy lordy, it was mad. Its was messy - and I felt judged. It was loud - and I felt judged. It was crazy busy and I felt sooooo different from every tiny one child family.
I did a lot of stressing over mess and noise. I did a lot of shouting about the mess and noise. Now, now I know the overly tidy, overly quiet, houses are dull as hell and they wished they were my mad house.
My two big kids are currently in various places about Europe -with plans to go to different places too and I know I DID GOOD. They are good people, they are FANTASTIC kids, sorry; adults.
They rock and the world is a better place because they are in it.
The morals you teach them, the genuine real values you share with them, make them a much better person than all the tidy rooms in the world. {But, guys, if you read this, yes, you still have to take your shoes off and make your beds... ;) }
4) The world has eaten all my money. Just saying.
5) I'm an old soppy. I was away with some really good girl friends recently and there was one minute we were all stood on an escalator together. In some store or another. I looked about and thought how happy I was, with my girlies around me. I could have welled up there. Had I not been aware the girls would have teased me endlessly for days ;) One day, somehow, I will gather my girlies lovelies from all over the globe and be in the same place as them all. THAT is top of my bucket list. Friends I love, close by, somewhere nice. Like an escalator, obviously... ;) HAHAHA.
6) At the possibility of needing quite a lot of flooring in our possible new house to be {tooo many possibles - driving me nuts} I am obsessed with floors everywhere I go. I realised this was out of hand when I asked the guy in the coffee shop where he'd got his floor. Of course he didnt get it, the big company did, and yes, he did act like I was seriously insane.. Nice floor tho! ;)
7) okay, after the escalator and floor posts, you too are prob doubting my brain sanity. Its okay :)
8) There is a downside to having teens and adults out in the world you know. Other than you miss them, {and they seem to think you are a bank...} and thats that they tend to text random one line texts of utter depression or sadness. things like 'I hate my life' 'I am so broke I might stay in bed all day' ' I am so homesick' ' life is ****' These texts send you into a frantic worrying spin. You send jolly replies and cheer up smilies. You hear nothing. You ring, after a day or so of worry, and
they are fine. they love it. they are a bit too busy to talk to you right now so ....
!!!
9) Hugo cat has a new regular daily schedule... He wakes up in the kitchen, where he gets shut for the night, he askes for two breaksfasts.... this is fairly easy to get away with as so many of us feed him, then he goes upstaris to the main bathroom, where he sit on the stone window sill and watches the birds in the nearby nests. About twenty minutes after that, he climbs to the top floor and looks out the window for a bit, before retiring to his bed up there. He usually sleeps alllllll day. appearing at tea time for more food and a wander around the garden. Then he appears by my side at about 11pm to ask for even more food before getting shut in the kitchen for bed... Honestly; he runs this schedule pretty tightly every day. He's a funny one.
10) Following the advice of the trainer at the gym I've been doing something very different to my usual workout. I have to date done three different exercise dvds and made an effort every day to climb the stairs at a run thirty times. This week - since I started it - I'd like to say its brilliant but I cant move without saying ouch ...and am so tired I would like to nap hourly. But when checking these results with the guy at the gym, he simply said 'excellent! thats great!' Um... I am looking forward to back to the treadmill next week!!!


